It's something you're interested in, so it's fine.
[He pauses on that thought for a moment, as if connecting some dots.]
...A lot of kids died because of me. Back home. I made a system designed to crush dreams, and it induced such despair... that they took their lives. I wanted to make things better, and I still don't know if it was all worth it.
[She HAD seemed interested in knowing, after all.]
I used my power to bend and break people, to ruin their lives and tear apart friendships. I turned the whole world on others... people I considered friends or foes, in order to force them to behave the way I wanted them to.
And the very worst part is that I don't even have the decency to be wicked. I'm just a... stupid... sick boy... and I have the gall to cry out for help in my sleep, as if I deserve it. Almost no one can even hate me properly, when I should rightly be hated.
cw: s.. uicide... talk... I'm so sorry
[He pauses on that thought for a moment, as if connecting some dots.]
...A lot of kids died because of me. Back home. I made a system designed to crush dreams, and it induced such despair... that they took their lives. I wanted to make things better, and I still don't know if it was all worth it.
[She HAD seemed interested in knowing, after all.]
I used my power to bend and break people, to ruin their lives and tear apart friendships. I turned the whole world on others... people I considered friends or foes, in order to force them to behave the way I wanted them to.
And the very worst part is that I don't even have the decency to be wicked. I'm just a... stupid... sick boy... and I have the gall to cry out for help in my sleep, as if I deserve it. Almost no one can even hate me properly, when I should rightly be hated.